You're all I need.
You're my everything.
You're my world.
You are my Maleen Klerica Apostol.
Madami na akong blog about you babe, and naka-ready na talaga ito hanggang sa monthsary natin. Happiest 2nd monthsary baby. I am so sorry if sobrang layo ko sayo, I'm sorry I am 13 hrs late sa time mo dyan. And I can't spend our monthsary ng sabay. Ang dami kong dapat ipagthank you kase akin ka na. Kase I'm yours..
MK, ikaw ang pinaka-magandang bagay na nangyari sa akin. Ikaw yung liwanag ko na hinahanap ko noon pa man. Ikaw yung guide ko sa napaka-shit ko na buhay ko noon. I always look at the darkest and negative side before. Pakiramdam ko kase I am not good enough. Pero nung dumating ka, I am always positive, binibigyan mo ako ng lakas ng loob. Binibigyan mo ako ng reason para mahalin ang sarili ko, kase andyan ka.
Babe, two months palang tayo pero sobrang sobra na na pagmahahal yung binibigay ko sayo, alam mo yun.. You're so worth it. Ang saya saya ko sayo, kahit na nasasaktan mo ako. Mas pipiliin ko na yun kase I know di mo naman sinasadya yun eh, kesa na sa iwan mo ako at sabihin mo na ayaw mo na sa akin. Kahit na iparamdam mo sa akin lagi yung pakiramdam na ayaw ko, di kita iiwan. Mas pipiliin ko pa din magstay sayo. Ewan ko, malakas lang talaga ang urge ko na magend sayo kase yun ang gusto ko.
Happy monthsary babe, gusto ko lang malaman mo na mahal na mahal kita. Hindi ako mawawala sayo. Hindi kita iiwan. We both might hurt each other, pero alam ko naman na di naten sinasadya or di naten intentionally pinasasakitan ang isat isa. I love you babe, mula sa pagiging sweet at romantic mo. Hanggang sa pagiging mapride mo, or kahit na anong sama ng ugali mo. Mahal na mahal kita. Tanggap kita, handa akong magtiis para sayo, handa akong masaktan para sayo, handa akong gawin lahat para sayo, handa akong ibigay ang mga organs ko kapag kinailangan mo, handa akong lumuhod sa harap ng madaming tao kapag nagaaway tayo para sayo, para mapatawad mo ako. Handa akong saluhin lahat ng problema mo, handa akong saluhin lahat ng galit mo. Kung anong ikakagaan ng loob mo babe, gagawin ko yun para sayo. Mahal na mahal kita MK. Sa akin ka lang please. Ayoko na sa iba. AYOKO NG MAY KASAMA TAYONG IBA KUNDI ANG ISA'T ISA.
HAPPY MONTHSARY BABE.
I have the perfect life now that you are a part of it. And I'm so glad that you are mine. You give me butterflies, every fucking time. Loving you is as natural as breathing. Between a million yesterdays and a million tomorrows, there’s only one today. And I would never let it pass without telling you that I'm so grateful enough to be your future wife. Let's make it happen babe. Don't let go of me. Don't push me away. Don't unlove me. I love you so much MK.
If I could go turn back the time, I would turn it back where you did not meet those people who hurts you, instead i'll be your first and last girlfriend, but I can't. Its okay though, i'll just make sure that, I will be with you forever and ever. I can't promise that I will never hurt you, because most of the time I am not aware that I am hurting you already.. Even then, i hope you will always take me back and forgive me. I love you so much MK.
Love,
Joanna Rose Apostol
EDIT:
I'm so sorry about what you feel. I'm not bitter. Basically my tweet is not even about them. Naalala ko lang yung tweet ko noon about sa HOE HOE, plus yung about sa hany, I just changed it because I saw a bag kanina na you're h&m I'm a chanel bag. I'm sorry if naisip mo na bitter ako. Ayokong makipagaway. I'm sad because, you have all the power to shut me down. And I really really feel useless, because I can't do anything about it. I'm a million miles away, kahit na gusto kitang puntahan, I can't. And it sucks. I am mad at myself. I have lots on my mind right now. I am having panic attack, maybe kapag nabasa mo na to tulog na ako. I hope you could give me a hug. Because I need you in times like this. And I'm scared at myself.
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